It might be the end of me and pirate.

New skin for the new life... enjoy....

i am dying to see the path that fills with light....

Today were something unplanned and the most sadness day ever... Everything is lost... Everything is gone... I am in quandary on what to do... All the efforts gone in just a day... Sucks... I hate it...

Life is so the fun anymore… I just wish there will be a door for me to knock… or maybe a window for me to look far ahead and stay positive about everything that happened now… life, for me, is tough… at least that is what I am undergoing it right now…

Money is another issue… it takes a month for the money to go in and take a day for the money to go off… I really wish I have more than 1 job income…

W.H.A.T.E.V.E.R la…

Under the blue lights.... and the breeze from the sea... simply Romantic....

Thank you Pirate for the memorable marvellous exciting evening... Loved it...

Year 2007.
A year where the good ends with a bad fall. A past that I want to forget but I changed my mind. It is best to keep and learn from it. It is best to reflect back and point the mistakes. Stories about being Mrs Pirate for a year. Adventures, happiness and miseries are all in it. Read but don't judge. Read but don't comment. Read but don't laugh. Read but don't smirk. Read but don't hate. Read but don't like.
Look through and walk away.
Just another NON-Fairytale story.
Year 2008 ♥ Year 2009 ♥

I am delicate when comes to heart matter. Easy breakdown when my heart is in pain. Tears of pain can be seen when heart is being ignored. But that does not mean I am WEAK permanently. I am stronger now compared to the past. I stand on my two feet and firm in what I want in life and importantly in relationship. I never forget the mishaps and that makes me skeptical in accepting someone new. I take my time to recover and I am NOT in a hurry of getting another love.

I took the past as a game. To move on, I need to complete every stage.
I lost the first stage. Retried and still failed. Retried but this time, its game over.
I can restart but choose not to.
I choose to let go.
I choose to choose a new game.

Stages of relationship can be read here. What is it like to be Mrs Pirate. The fun being it and the misery being it.

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